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La Femme


Merrinette.
30th April 1990
Limkokwing University of Creative Technology
19 years old
Online Seller - Sites that accept PAYPAL and EBAY

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. Rich .
. Unlimited BJD! .
. Lose weight to 40kg .
. Get rid of my laziness .
. Learn Faceup for BJD .
. More Lolita stuff .
. More pets .
. Loved .

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I skipped my graphic design presentation on today. I know it's important but I cant really do much bout it since I have not print my design and not yet complete my work also. I went to KLIA with Kyde. After all the trouble we had, we arrived in Pos Malaysia Mel and Kourier near LCCT.

I had to open my BTSSB package in front of the custom officers and was supposed to pay nearly RM 1k because BTSSB order cost around 55K yen *I dont realised it's that much since I seperated the payment LOL*

With the sympathy from the lady officer and smooth talk of Kyde, I managed to escape from the super heavy duty tax from the custom. I jumped into excitement. It actually made me forgot bout my assignments for awhile.



Ditahan oleh Kastam.
I will never wanted to go back there again in my life. Seriously.



133★845
うさぎのみるくちゃんポシェット
Milk pochette



133★008
Pony in Sweet Dream柄ハーフボンネット
Pony in Sweet Dream half bonnet

133★006
Pony in Sweet Dream柄
オーバーニーソックス
Pony in Sweet Dream over knee socks



133★454
袖とりはずしPetitフリルブラウス
Removable sleeves petit frill blouse
(Mサイズ・Msize)



133★281
Pony in Sweet Dream柄
ベビードールジャンパースカート
Pony in Sweet Dream baby doll jumper skirt
 

Free gifts
2010 Calendar and 2010 Notebook schedule
 

Sorry, it's blur. Lol



Like the wig with this set XD


Blur again DX



I did some photoshoot for my babies as well few days ago. I still have not edit photos of Cammie. Enjoy, Madeline and Angelica. :) 


They're getting along !



Seductive Angelica :D


Angelica :3



Grumpy Little Madeline not as grumpy as usual :D


Enough of blogging! I will try to do my assignments now. DX






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1:58 AM



Monday, November 23, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

It was a bad day for me. I was trying to get my work done but unfortunately, I cant.

I thought I'm going to print shop to print my work and then go to KLIA. I received a custom tax letter and I had to pay for it for my BTSSB order.

I never thought Nadzmi, Rudy and Farouk were coming to Cyberia. I felt kinda fucked up because two print shops we went were closed. I was thinking to print in Cyberia before going to KLIA but then Rudy sent me and Kyde to KLIA.

I was ignored for a period because he was mad at me. I felt too depressed and stressed with my work and everything, that automatically lead me to slip out some negative words or not-yet-happen facts about myself.
We went to the custom and they told us that it is not in KLIA but it's in LCCT. I dont know whether I should believe it or not because the letter stated "Pos Malaysia KLIA". The post office was closed too.

Since I cant finish my work, I had decided to skip my presentation again. I had skipped all presentations for my final which is terribly bad for me. Not to mention about late submission of my assignments too. During my depression, an unknown number called me. So, I called back and asked who is it. Since he was not answering my question, I hang up the phone. Later on, he text-ed me and told me who he is. I was quite okay when he called me and asked bout my assignments and listened to his complains.

I had my dinner with Jonathan and Kyde when I reached Cyberia from KLIA. Moment later, I received another text from him, whom I wished to erase so much from my life. I felt like crying when I saw the text but I just couldnt do so. I had always thought my wound had fully healed but I was wrong. My wound has reopened again. It is like a eternal painful wound to me. The memories just cant leave me alone. It flashed back from time to time.

Thanks to Clement and his wife for the concern all the time. I really appreciate it. And also to Khin Keit and Jason that wanted to help with my assignments. Thanks. SPG rocks :)

I hope God will always be with me and carry my burden. I need luck to go through all these; passing this semester and things go smoothly with the custom.


Some of you might had seen my work. I'm posting two of them here only.



 

CD Label Design for my CD packaging assignment.
Hope you like it and do comment bout it :)



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2:58 AM



Friday, November 20, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥


On Tuesday, I asked Bang Long to buy some shrimps/prawns for me. He called Kyde and I was so blur that time and agreed to buy 1kg of shrimps.

We realised that 1kg of shrimps is too much for us and I cant really eat shrimps because I have some allergic on it. So, we called Ikhwan to come over to eat it.

Ikhwan waited for quite a long time for the food because I was waiting for Jonathan to come back and help me with the photoshoot. He kept on rushing me to get my photoshoot done.


My food for the photoshoot Hehe. Ikhwan with hungry face and demanding for food LOL

Bang Long picked him up and then we started our photoshoot. After that, Kyde and Ikhwan started to cook the shrimps with the assistance of Bang Long in the kitchen. Whereas for me, I do nothing. Kinda lucky when I have all the guys doing the work and  I was waiting for it only. Haha.

*shots taken by Jonathan*


Flour and spices bathing for the shrimp!



Deep hot fry for the evil shrimps! >:D



Frying em :D

On the next morning, I woke up and paid for my Baby The Star Shines Bright order. I kinda borrowed money from Catric to do some backup. Thanks!

Here's my order, if you're curious hehe



133★008
Pony in Sweet Dream柄ハーフボンネット
Pony in Sweet Dream half bonnet

 

133★454
袖とりはずしPetitフリルブラウス
Removable sleeves petit frill blouse
(Mサイズ・Msize)

 


133★281
Pony in Sweet Dream柄
ベビードールジャンパースカート

Pony in Sweet Dream baby doll jumper skirt

 

133★845
うさぎのみるくちゃんポシェット
Milk pochette


 

133★006
Pony in Sweet Dream柄
オーバーニーソックス

Pony in Sweet Dream over knee socks




Okay! I'm not goin to tell how much I had paid for all these items. Find it you by yourself if you're really curious bout it Hehe. Cant wait to get my Lolita set *excited*


 
I asked for Jonathan's help again on Wednesday. Unfortunately it did not turn out so well. I need to do another photoshoot again. Hope I can find a photographer for it :(


Self taken photo. Makeup for the photoshoot. 

Random Shots of my babies :)

Camelia and Asha


Madeline and Angelica.
If you're wondering what's the pink purple thing in the bottom middle, that's Riko.
Hehe

I had done my posters for global warming! :D


 



Concept and Idea: Me
Food Preparation: Me, Bang Long & Kyde
Photographer: Jonathan


I dont really like the last one.

Well, tell me what do you think bout my poster k? ^^




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3:39 AM



Saturday, November 14, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I was informed that Angelica will arrive on Friday earlier and I was so excited bout her. She did arrived on Friday!


The postman was knocking my door and calling me few times when I was in shower. He always came when I was out or in shower, wonder why LOL


 
 
Madeline: I thought I'm weird but I was wrong....

Angelica: :)

My dearest Angelica :3


Since I have to print the photos for my photography assignment, Bang Long and Kyde sent me to Alamanda for it. After that we went to pasar malam for food in Putrajaya and "picnic" somewhere in Putrajaya.
It was my first time doing things like this. Some funny moments was Kyde bought me a Doraemon balloon because of he challenged me to do so. After we had our dinner, a police car passed by.

Then, the car slow down and one of the police rolled down the window and said
"Selamat menjamu selera"

We went back to Cyberia around midnight and I went back to my place to take shower. Around 2am, I went down to the mamak because Bang Long, Kyde and Ikhwan were having shisa that time. Went to Bang Long's place afterwards and slept in Jonathan's room since I'm exhausted and Jonathan has went back to KL.

In the next morning, Kyde told me that I was breathing heavily when I was sleeping and I dropped something on the floor and picked it up by myself *I'm sleeping*. I really dont remember any of it. LOL. And now I'm wondering if I have sleep walking. ( .__." )

I checked my email and received a notification from Baby The Star Shines Bright. It says I had made payment and they had shipped out my order. I was shock because I dont remember I had made any payment for BTSSB so I sent an email to inform them. As expected, they made a mistake. I really really want the jumper skirt so much ( T__T) *cries*

I went back to my place again to change my clothes. We went to Hassan Cafe in Street Mall for food. When I was eating, there's two cats; left and right. One of the cat kept on poking me with her paw, as request for food. It's funny when a cat pokes you thou. XD

Okay, enough of blogging, goin to bed

; )







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7:21 PM



Friday, November 13, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I'm a problematic girl as usual. I went to campus to meet Mr.Sheikh and Miss Mohana. I still need 4 more photos for my photography assignment but luckily, he had chosen 11 out of 18 photos. I couldnt managed to show Miss Mohana my essay, so I ended up texting her and apologized for my absence on Wednesday's presentation and told her that I'm gonna meet her today.

My mind has been fully occupied with the assignments. Then I had some issues with my Paypal account. My sending limit is low and I cant change it because I dont see "view limits" icon anymore in my overview page in Paypal. At first, I thought it was because of my withdrawal limit for my bank account. So, I made Bang Long sending me to Petronas for the Maybank ATM.

After that, me, Bang Long and Kyde went for a movie in Alamanda. At the beginning, we planned to watch 2012 but tickets had been sold out, so Kyde changed it to Phobia. I did not expect that we will watch Phobia because I dont really like horror movies.

While waiting for the movie, I made a call to Melbourne to my grandparents. I found out that my grandparents had misunderstood me bout my intention of going to Melbourne. They thought I wanted to go there for holiday. Since they were so excited bout it and I cant really say "No", I know that they love me a lot and I dont wanted to hurt their feelings either. After that, I called my mum and talked to her bout it, she told me that my grandpa had an operation recently. I was kinda shock during that moment because I dont know anything bout my family in Australia or Sabah. After I heard that, my heart sunk. My grandpa doesnt wanted to tell me bout it because he loves me. I broke into tears when we're at snack counter. Luckily, Kyde comforted me at that moment and was able to control my emotions because it's public. Sorry to Bang Long too because he was so blur at that moment without knowing anything.

Almost everyone is saying "I will forget bout what you had said" or something like that when I told them that I wanted to further my study in Melbourne. I know you guys love me and it will be sad if I go to Melbourne but I dont really wanted to graduate from LUCT either. Maybe I will go there for my last year if possible.

During the movie, I was freaked out. The beginning part of the movie was okay but not the fourth story, it just freaked me out. I enjoyed the fifth (last) story because it's kinda funny.

Another funny twist during the movie happened when the third story began.


Me: *shivering in cold and trying to watch in my fear*

Kyde: *pats* Gambarimasu!

Then, we heard.

" Tomaranai yo!" 

Me, Kyde & Bang Long: O__O!!!

Stunned for few seconds.... 

Me, Kyde & Bang Long: *LOL* 


*Phobia is a Thai movie and we dont expect other languages besides English in the movie*
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If you are interested to watch Phobia, here's the review of it.



PHOBIA 2 will bring you a collective of 5 horror stories in 1 movie featuring the talented directors – Banjong Pisanthanakun (Shutter, Alone, 4BIA – In the Middle), Paween Purijitpanya (Body, 4BIA- Tit for Tat), Songyos Sugmakanan (Dorm, Hormones), Parkpoom Wongpoom (Shutter, Alone, 4BIA – Last Fright), and a new director Visute Poolvoralaks the man behind the success of Shutter, Alone, 4BIA, and Coming Soon.
There are 5 short stories in PHOBIA 2 which are:

Novice – For fourteen year old Pey the idea of ‘karma’ is completely irrelevant. Pey has committed a crime so his mom decides that Pey must get ordained to become a Buddhist novice to escape. Under the guise of a monk Pey remains unnoticed as a criminal. However, something deep down inside is bothering him. Will Pey’s Karma catch up with him? As he searches for the answer, the grip of fear tightens as he realizes that ‘Karma’ has no friend or foe when deciding a man’s fate or fortune.

Backpackers – Upon graduation, a young Japanese couple decides to travel around Thailand by backpacking. After failed attempts to hitchhike from Samui Island to Bangkok, the boyfriend waves a 1,000 Baht note in hopes to entice passing cars to pick them up. Finally, a truck driver pulls over and picks them up. What is hiding inside the truck’s trailer? Is there something deeper and darker that lurks behind the kind smiling face of the truck driver who lets them hop in? The answers to these questions will cause an adrenalin rush like no other.

In the End – Ter, Puak, Shin, and Aey are the movie crew of an upcoming horror movie. They are shooting their last scene. On the last night, Ter is trying to be cool and tells one of the cast members that, “the show must go on”. So when that actress accidentally dies during filming she makes sure to come back from the dead to finish her role. The four of them Ter, Puak, Shin and Aey must shoot the movie that has a real ghost playing the role of a ghost in the end!!

Salvage – Nuch is a car dealer. She makes her living by rebuilding severely damaged cars. But little do unsuspecting bargain hunters know, beneath the new upholstery and shiny repainted exteriors are cars with horrific pasts. One night after closing the car garage she discovers her son is missing. Reviewing the security camera tapes she sees her son climb inside a car that she recently bought but nowhere on tape has him climbing out! “Cemetery Garage” where you drive off with more than you bargained for. 


Ward – A playful teenager crashes his bike and breaks both legs. At the hospital he is moved from the ER room to a shared room because he is afraid of being alone. But be careful what you wish for. In the room, there is an old man in a coma who has been waiting for almost a month for someone to pull the plug on his oxygen. What happens that night will make him realize that being alone is always better than being around bad company.




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I should be happy because I had friends around when I needed them and Angelica will be arriving soon!

Enough of blogging I guess, need to do my work, IF I can focus.....



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4:05 AM



Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥




I went to temples in Ampang during the weekend with Kyde for my photography assignment. It's my first time that I felt such fear to the statues at the entrance. I'm not going back there anymore, I swear. I wont post the photo here, if you want it, just tell me.



I skipped two presentations on today for my final. I'm getting so fucked up recently. During dinner, Jonathan said I look like an aunty with my flowery shirt.


Somehow, I love this flowery shirt of mine LOL
And I think I got thinner again. I'm frustrated with my faded hair color.



I bought 4 boxes of Premium tissues because of this cute small packets of tissue as free gift. Cant resist cute stuff thou.



Furi is round as usual :D


Furu just woke up from sleep


Little Puri


Shy Kuri


Kyde said I'm always blur. I realised that I keep forgetting something so frequent recently too. Couldnt help much bout it. I'm tired and trying to stay awake by consuming RedBull.



Riko: Wonder what's so nice bout this RedBull thing...
Merrinette: I'm addicted to it, I guess?


I have not start any of my assignments, how pathetic am I nowadays.
I hope I'm not goin to fail this semester.




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11:33 PM



Thursday, November 5, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Weeks ago, I was in a bad condition because of a guy but I had got over him. Thanks to ED, K, Bang Long, Rudy, Nadzmi, Farouk, Shafiq, Khalil, Ikhwan and the rest. You guys made me forgot bout him. Thanks! :)

We hang out together, went to Halloween party together, went to Jalan Alor together and all those happiness I had.

Not forgetting bout Ikhwan fooling me on the phone also. Nah, I had forgive you. You're still my bitch afterall, Ikhwan :)

I had another photoshoot done which is for Kiki's assignment.

Here's some of the photos.




*Most fav photo in this set for my Deviantart. I dont know why Lol*

My favourite :)

Few days ago, I was worried bout Puri and Kuri. So, I asked K help me send em to the clinic. They're fine and Kuri has some respiratory problem. It's common for roborosvki hamsters. I need to get them new cages because Puri seems to bully Kuri. Thanks a bunch to K for helping me to take care of them and paying the medical fees for my babies.

I had around 1 week left to finish my assignments. Sigh, really hope I can manage to finish them. :(
Wish me luck everyone.



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3:03 PM



Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I felt quite depressed recently because of my personal life. Yeah, my life is messed up. There's someone that I dont wanted to think of in my mind. I wanted to erase everything about that person.

On Saturday, Nana came back from Pahang, so we went out together and asked Bang Long to tag along too.
We went to Alamanda, IOI and Alamanda again.We dyed our hair in IOI; Hair-doo Salon.

More photos~


 
 
Gonna dye again later :D

On Sunday, I went out with Aiko, Haruji and Nana.


Before go out XD

Aiko and Haruji picked me up from Putrajaya Central then to Aiko's house. She borrowed me her Lolita blouse and jumperskirt. We had waffle at Alamanda and I managed to get my Empro Eyeliner back from Sasa :D  I bought it without the eyeliner, just the packaging. I love Empro mascara and eyeliner!

Thank you Aiko and Haruji for everything! Accompanied me to Alamanda and for the dinner. Thanks to Aiko's mum too :3

I made the postman redelivery my parcel from LEEKEWORLD. He must be hating me because I always made him redelivery. *Ops* Anyway, I love the wig. High quality wig and it's so soft, loving it!


 

Some moments of Camelia and Madeline.



Anyway, none of you should take photo when you're inside the lift. Why? Look at my photo below


Scary huh?
Yellow light in the lift..it makes me uneasy everytime I enter the lift.





Furi!




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1:08 PM



Saturday, October 24, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥



I made bento on a Thursday but something happened and made me pissed off. Handmade meatballs doesnt turn out so good o_o


 
 
 
*cute? XD *



This is me on Wednesday.. Look at the dark circles =.=
*lazy to tag cuz just transferred from my mobile*


Tryin some kind of makeup but it turned to be a failure as well. My black hair became brown again : (


 


And here goes the cam whoring time! *upload 3 photos only cuz I'm lazy haha*


@_@

 
I'm just..bored? ._.

 
Do I look like a guy? o_o


Ah well, gonna go to Alamanda with Nana on Sunday to dye our hair. Hope it will be okay >_<"


I'm so dead with my assignments. Hate em.



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3:55 AM



Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥












I feel so stress recently with all of my assignments. I went to IOI and Tesco on Sunday to do some shopping. I bought some cute bento (Marie the Aristocrat and Elmo) and a mug (Miss Bunny) from Mini Toons! And now I'm a member of Mini Toons. Then, accompanied Don to few optical outlets because he wants a new spectacle. I found out that I'm wearing prism lens which is harder to be found. Geez wonder if my pupils can return to its position in future : (

As for Tesco, I dont think I will go there again. Bad service from the counter girl. Feels like slapping her that time thou. I bought a waffle maker! Unfortunately, I need to practise how to make delicious waffle DX

I had a drink with Don after dinner. For the second can of beer, I felt a little warm and I saw myself turning red. Allergic! I did not know I have beer allergic because I drank before and had nothing. The allergic still remain and it's itchy!


*Excuse me for the ugly face and messy hair of mine please, I just woke up.. to do assignments....and ignore the background also @_@*
As you can see, the redness..it had faded a little, just a little : ( 

Vivi asked me to make her bento on Monday. So, I tried to make some meatballs and ended up, taste weird. They tasted sweet and I still have some in the fridge DX 




 

Super simple bento @_@

All of you know bout the purpose of my photo-shoot, so here goes the movie poster!


Edited in Adobe Photoshop CS2

N I N G Y O

December 2009

Ningyo means doll in Japanese :)

Genre: Horror

Story:
Aki wanted to revived Ayu that was sacrificed for a witchcraft ceremony by their parents. Aki managed to captured back Ayu's soul and put her soul into a doll. In order to revive Ayu's back to the world, they have to gather 77 souls of twins.




Actually, I feel so sleepy now and wanted to sleep so much. I have assignments to do, sigh.. I want a holiday *cries*



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2:25 AM



Friday, October 16, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥


 Meet my twin sister.


I had been stressing with all the assignments and it's just the beginning of torture.

I asked my classmates if they are willing to help me with my movie poster or not, luckily they agreed. Well, the photos are different from my sketches made for the poster but I do like them. One of the reason of changes is I cant find a red ribbon nearby my place during these short period.

So, we had a photoshoot session today. Here's the photos


 
 

 
 



For more photos, you may view from my Facebook. I did not post some of the photos by Hansen because he had tagged me in Facebook.

After the photoshoot, I went for dinner with my friends; K, Yee Hong, E.D, Abang Long, Rudy and Nadzmi.
We had a fun time at Sushi King. We went there because of the RM2 promotion.



Rudy, K and Nadzmi

 
 E.D, Abang Long, Yee Hong and Me

*I dont really wanted to put my tag in the photo because they're taken by my mobile*

If you wonder why do I look so freaking different from the photoshoot photos and my mobile photo, it's because it's all depends on angle to make someone look better.

Lastly, I wanted to say "Thank You" to few people here.

Thank you ; Joy and Hansen for helping me with the photo shoot ^^

Thank you; Abang Long for the treat !

Thank you; Yee Hong for fetching me back and fro :D

Thank you; all my blog readers!



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2:34 AM



Thursday, October 8, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Double posting on today because I just cant hold my excitement.

When I was having lunch with my friends, the usual postman called me and told me that he had passed my package to my housemate, Modi. I was so excited and text-ed Modi to make sure that the package is from Korea and he said yes. Rushed back and quickly took the package and ran into my room XD



This is the package.



Opened! Me and thunder_neko stuff <3



My pattern books, not sure whether I'm able to sew it or not @_@



Skin color string for Camelia as she needs restringing so badly.
And I bought the Mr.White Putty as a mistake LOL



Pretty black glass eyes, they remind me of Elmo XD



Asha is inside this box !


I love this box so much, it's so elegant. Gold logo, gold words and gold stickers XD


Opened! The manual is in Korean but there's picture. It's a guide on restringing.


S-hook for head and a certificate for Asha


Let me introduce Asha *Asha is the original name* I have not think of any name for her yet because she is just a practise head, might rename her if I decided to buy a body for her.


Front :D Bare face without anything >_<


Side



I dont know if I can start doing the faceup for her because I dont have enough materials yet : (


And I think I'm gonna die tonight because of assignments. 30 sketches and a greeting card to be done.
Oh gosh..

Wish me all the best T__T I'm damn sleepy now....wuuu.....



Bye!



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3:19 PM





Kawaii-Ness ♥

Few days ago, I was so excited after received my tracking number from Dollmore. When I check my order status, it stated "Shipment completed", so I check where is my package. I was surprised with the name of receiver because it's not me. It was some guy from Desaria. *I found out who is it by searching and he has a Facebook account! Lucky me!* I text-ed him *yeah, I have his number, somehow =/ * and he said he is no longer working at Desaria. My heart sank when I read the text. I called Don for help and I sent emails to Dollmore.

I felt relieved after Dollmore replied my email and they said they have not ship out the package yet. I checked, the tracking number and order number were wrong. It was my last year purchase. So, yeah, I'm still waiting for Asha's head.

This is what I had done when I received the tracking number. Unfinished work of Asha's portrait. Painted with pastel and I dont draw. I trace the outline from picture because my drawing skills sucks!



And another one that I did when I was in the mood for pastel. My first attempt @_@


Yeah, I know it's ugly.. @_@ I dont really like it too..

I always have this mermaid fantasy of mine. Dont ask me why, I dont know either. I spent almost 6 hours working on this since I'm a noob in Photoshop.


Gah, it sucks.


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I had my first Bento adventure with Vivi yesterday. It's quite an unsuccessful bento-making. Dropped Camelia at Vivi's place before we went to the store. Quite unlucky because they dont sell veggies as usual and the chicken looks like rotten frozen chicken. It's freaking disgusting. 
However, we did not gave up on our bento. We made some salad smashed potato, salad crabmeat rolls, egg rolls, scramble egg, sausages and miso rice. I love Vivi's scramble egg recipe! It was so nice~ *love*

Both of us are trying to make bento. For ourselves and people that we love and care. I realized it's not easy to make a single simple bento. If I would make one for someone, I have to wake up damn early in the morning just to cook and decorate the bento.

Found some cute bento today. ^^



 

Photos taken from here
*It's a Japanese website, please use a translator if you want the page to be translated ( ^_^V)

I really hope I can make one of those in future.


Another thing bout Cammie @ Camelia, I think she's had a bad mood today. She insisted to be put inside my bag and she doesnt want to pose either when she's at Vivi's place. I'm so sorry for putting you into the super cheap uncomfortable bag T_T Next time will use back my doll carrier I guess.





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Furi's Sleeping Moment  











:D




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6:48 AM



Friday, October 2, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

My dad wont be giving me any money til mid of the month. I have to think of ways to get my own money for the rental. Dont really wanted to borrow money from someone because I hate it.

I need some time to fix my blog for Cupcake Alice (my webshop).

Another annoucement is here, I think I'm goin to close down my Storia forum. I cant decide bout it yet. I think I had began to lose interest in Lolita because I'm more to dolls nowadays. So, tell me whether I should keep the forum or make some changes to it?

For the time being, I just hooked up with Comic Fiesta Forum. For those who know me, I think you know I have few selling threads in the Marketplace sub-forum.
Anyway, I'm goin to put the links here too.

Cupcake Alice thread
Currently selling :
-wigs
-hair extensions
-lolita
-petite blythe

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I been slacking off again. I think I had chosen the wrong path. I shouldnt take this course. Once it's done, nothing can be changed; I have to continue. I feel like quiting almost all the time.

I will focus in BJD in the same time as I had planned to practise faceup. I'm just waiting for the practise head to arrive and some money to get the materials. Maybe in future, will try to make wigs and clothes for BJD as well.


I think it's enough for today. Pray for me that I manage to get money for my rental soon. ( >_<" )



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10:03 PM



Monday, September 28, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥



I had decided to bring my little Madeline out on Sunday to Alamanda. When I took her out, everyone was staring at me. Yeah, I know what were they thinking; I'm crazy, I'm weird, bla bla bla.
I dont really care bout it. (*^-^)b ♪

There's an old Chinese man bringing his grandson were looking at me. And he said "Hey, look at her. She's crazy". ( ̄ー ̄) I dont fucking care what people think about me and my dolls anymore. If I feel like bringing them out with me, I will do it. If they think I'm weird, well at least, I have something to be weird about. Rather than having boring and dull lives like them. o(゜∇゜*o)(o*゜∇゜)o〜♪

Enough of whining. Here's the photos (≧▽≦)


On the way to Alamanda; in bus


New world to Madeline


I adore those little shoes
 
Resting


Madeline: Am I cute? Say "Yes" or else.... ( > . > )
Merrinette: YES, YOU'RE CUTE ( >_< " )

She needs some dresses. She demands more

Emily, bring me to those shops in Singapore when I got the chance to go there (≧▽≦)ゞ


Okay, another thing here. Maybe I'm really had gone nuts. Sometimes I just feel their emotions when I look at them. I found out that I'm not the only one that feel this way, there's a lot of doll owners (especially BJD) experienced the same thing too. I read their stories from DoA.



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I skipped class again on Monday. It's Basic Illustration. Geez. Thanks to Elly for telling me bout the briefing on final project for B.Illustration.

The reason why I skipped my class; building up my table, chair and shelf.
Thanks to Don and Modi for helping me out.

I was quite pissed off at the delivery man from Carrefour. They mentioned free delivery, so I thought they will help me to delivery my stuff to my doorstep but I was wrong. He said he was not able to pass the security and I need a letter from the Management Department that required RM300 as deposit.

And I asked if he's willing to help me take out because I am just too weak to carry 3 boxes of furniture by my own. He requested for RM30. He left me alone when I was still in consideration. Luckily, I called Don and Modi (my housemate) to help me with it.

I'm kinda relieved that I have my own table now. Yes, my own table. My room doesnt has any table. It just sucks. I cant do my work and I've been living here for 2 semesters!


Lastly, thanks to Aiman (my housemate) for the kuih raya! Really appreciate them as I never expect someone actually give me kuih raya here. (≧▽≦)ゞ








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10:29 PM



Saturday, September 26, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

I dropped by at Emily's blog and saw her little Maretti and I had totally forgotten bout mine. How could I do that to my poor little Maretti too (Y_Y)


Ah well, here's the box opening photos o(^▽^)o  






 

 Camelia and Madeline




This photo below is a porcelain doll made by Marina-B. She's so amazing. 



For more, kindly go to her gallery  ♪(*’-^)-☆
http://www.enchanteddoll.com/





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5:22 PM





Kawaii-Ness ♥


First of all, I'm sorry for not updating ... again..
What's my excuse this time? Hmmn, stucked with Facebook, games, forums, etc.  ┐(´ー`)┌

Anyway, I felt bored of my blog skin. So, say hello to my new skin!
I like it  because it's just too cute ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ


Speaking of cute, some of you might have not seen my hammies. So here are them.



  This is an old picture of Puri and Kuri (left to right).

Puri.

Kuri.

An old photo of Furi and Furu.

Furi.

Furu



I was expecting a new member of my hamster family but the guy kept on delaying it. Maybe he just doesnt want me to adopt the Syrian hamster  (-”-;)



Another news; I just bought a Dollmore Kid Head; Asha.



I wonder how she looks like without any makeup  ┐(´ー`)┌




Random photo of mine; wig test.
Just trying to cheer myself up from the depression I'm havin now.
(〒_〒)



I just wasted one week holiday. Doing nothing. Just wasting time. I dont really realized the time has passed so fast. I have not done my delayed assignments yet. I'm goin to be doomed. 
Hope I wont flunk this semester.  (・_・;)

Well, all the best to me  

ヾ( ´ー`)




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4:25 AM



Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Sorry to all of my dearest readers. Some of you might had felt bored or gave up checking on my blog and some of you might felt mad or etc.

I dont really have things to update recently..sort of.. ? I had been slacking off a lot recently. I dont know why and I just wasted my weekends for nothing. I had my assignments stacked up again. Sigh.

Ah well, I will tell you, what I had been to recently.. >_<" As mentioned above (title); I had a crush. Yes, I do have a crush indeed. Who? His name is Crush. Here's a photo of him :3



Handsome, doesnt he? Just like my dream guy :3 *Maybe I watch too much Boys Before Flower ( Hana Yori Dango in Korean ver ) XD * Well, he's from Dream of Doll (DOD).




And here's my girl, Cammie. :) Honestly, I feel kinda desperate now.. I wanted to get some stuff for restringing T^T




And this, I came across a video in Youtube by cookingwithdog. I just love her videos and I feel like wanted to try to make a bento now <3


More, I had been addicted to games by Playfish in Facebook. I had been playing Country Story and Crazy Planets like a maniac.


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*not working on webshop or forum recently*


Seriously, I need to sell these off.

* Maid Costume from Bodyline which I had ordered wrongly.
RM260 including postage

*Pink Lolita ( 2nd Hand )
RM200 including postage

*Some wigs

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http://forums.comicfiesta.org/viewtopic.php?f=31&t=2218&sid=eae8dfbf6a7f58f9464ed06117f5c1ff



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2:48 AM



Monday, August 24, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

My mood is not going so well in these few days. And to those that are close to me, I know you know why, especially Catric, Nana and K. Three of you gave me the same answer. I know I should do it also. From time to time, I had been mentioning it and it always lead to argument.

It's funny when somebody you love told you something like this.

"I'm tired, I need a rest, could we be friends back?"

I think most of you would think of the meaning behind this sentence. Yes, breaking up. That was my first thought also. At first it really broke my heart. In the same time, somebody came into my life and trying to make me his. I did not accept him.

And today, or maybe these long, he somehow accused me of flirting or being scandalous.
I felt offended but I can do nothing anymore.

Tonight, I just slapped him. I just felt frustrated at him. Fooling or joking around and I dont know that he was just kidding. Maybe I'm just too serious with the issue.

When I saw those lovely and sweet couples, I remind of my own memories when we were firstly started to date. No matter how many times I told him that we were no longer close to each other and I dont feel that I has been treated as a girlfriend, it is still useless.

Or maybe, I'm just longing for a hug. Just a hug, why is it that hard?

Forget bout this.

I went to MidValley today to pick up Puri and Kuri. I cant post their photos yet because it's kinda hard to take photos of them since they're running here and there. And I had hard times in recognizing them because they look the same, just like a twins! They're so tiny too! Their birth date is on 3rd August 2009. :)

So, please wait for the photos ya~ Especially my dearly Nana and my twin, Catric. <333



NEWS

Anyone interested to order stuff from Bodyline with me? I wanna save on shipping. >_<"
If yes, kindly find me and send me the link of items. I do charge you :x So sorry ~





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12:33 AM



Saturday, August 22, 2009

Kawaii-Ness ♥

Someone that is not blind but he is blind. Too blind to see my feelings. Unexpectly, too many things happened in these few days. I was sad and felt kinda frustrated over it. Am i worth nothing more than a branded tee to you? I am tired all those lame excuses you had given to me. I dont know how long could I hold on anymore. If you say I'm selfish, I am.

Day by day, intimacy is getting lessser. No more hugs and kisses. Attempts failed and I dont wanted to try anymore. It hurts the most when you pushed me away.

Maybe you're not the one for me and it's time to stop.



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8:52 PM